it has been some time since i posted anything.
aint posting as much as last time anymore, mostly becoz im bz wif NPCC stuff and most of the time, i just dun have the will to post anymore.
i prefer reading ppls' stories rather than posting my own.
i listen more than i talk. (most of the time lol)
tts y im always the quietest among the grp.

right now my heart feels so empty.
no special particular liking for anyone anymore, neither am i willing to open my heart to anyone, not yet, till the right person comes.
and the worse thing is i feel as if im so far away frm God now, no matter how much i try to get back.
my heart is somewhere else.
its...difficult, to get back on track.

argh i cant take it anymore.
dun wanna continue posting when nth wants to come out of my head.
so...i'll just post key words! (:

Contradictions
Worries
Emptiness
Confusion
Understanding
Love

Does anyone of you understand me?
duh, no.

everything is haywire right now. lol.
i shld have warned u earlier to stop reading this post hehs.
now uve just wasted 1 min of ur time reading :D